It's all about November!

It is end of november. November have treat me well and it's a bit sad actually.

Awal muharam juga baru menyentuh hari kita. 

Azam tahun lepas sudah dikecapi ke?  :P

And I hope this coming years give me delight and be more tough as girl *ahaks,women :)*

A lot lot coincidence, a lot of unexpected things, a lot of happiness and story have come and bump into this face and life.

And if i can do some life graph,it's was a bit high rating at November :)

How about your November?

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Healing heart by quran

I hate burden anyone,so let's myself get the burden by myself,no one knows that. And i don't know whether this way would happy others that i don't want to hurt them. I know it's like cheating myself.

They want what they want by hurting me, and i apologize them,there's nothing to be revenge off,because i love them and i know they want the best among the best for me, and i cry behind the invisible valance,
 Lamenting alone, 
and fallen into my own world.


In every case it's feel like ''let me the one who feel how hard is the pain is as long as my family and my love one didn't hurt''  and it's really need a temporary sacrifice, but i know it will leave some scratch in my heart.
but no worries it will heal some day :)

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Be as tough as u can

It's easy to be independent woman, and it possible when you use to it.

And nothing can't broke that feel , plus we don't have to laying down a head to please people, and believe people for their unexpected promise.  I said to my self to never trust people promise but trust them who kept their promise happen, and i know what i done.

Thanks to Allah because lending me this tough heart who need Allah's love and attention.
It's really hard to believe that i have faced this kind of life,  which the best part i feel like what a good things on earth i have done to people for the past past year and i feel happy.
For the reason i cry, i feel like what is my hate sins i have done in my past life,so sad feeling like getting balasan from God. i pray and must pleased for it.

Thanks to all people that teach me how is life treat me to be as tough as you are, and i get inspiration from them, but they never notice that,i know :)

credit to: Lydia | inspired by sesegar 

Dalam sunyi aku bersujud

Dikala saat,

Pada suatu hari,  anda tahu anda seorang yang single.

**********

Dan anda ditanya dengan spontannya

"will you marry me"

atau

dalam bahasa ibundanya

"jom kawen!"

dan seandainya sewaktu itulah kau merasa lemah dan kau lah sekerdil-kerdil umat,sebab kau tak tahu nak jawab secara spontan juga.

assalamualaikum,

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